I think it would be alot easier on everyone. I've got this ambitious nature- tendency is, I let everything in my life become "temporary". That way, I never have to feel "held back", I never have to feel that dependence one may or may not acquire through romantic/platonic relationships. I never have to be scared to walk out because I don't allow myself to physically/mentally attach myself to any person, place, or thing.. . If I ever start to imagine that I can't live without that person, place, or thing, I try to runaway- because I'm scared of living that life, that life of needing. I can leave and back out whenever I want, when I have no courage to stay.. .
I'm a pansy when it comes to life.
And for the first time im not scared to admit it.... im so ambitious when it comes to getting what i want, when i want it, i do everything in my power to get it.. . But then when it comes down to it, im the one running scared.. . I'm not confident enough to be positive on anything I do, a big heavy paperweight in life.
Where do you get your courage/confidence? And where can I buy some?
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